carpool buddy massacre.

I love SMC so much. I love my school it has really opened my eyes to the flavors of the world and I really don't want to switch schools until I transfer to university, but stuff is getting harder now. Seeing my mom everyday all day is unhealthy. I feel like I depend on her a bit more than I should. But the oppurtunities made avalible to me are ridiculous. I geuss I am going to have to take my oppurtuinities and run with them while I can before time runs out and I have to move on. I know what I want to do with life but it seems as if my goals are unattainable at this present time....and anytime after....I don't know how to get myself on track Its as iff I am on a downward spiral to failure and its no ones fault but mine....

Begginers Luck

So Idk why but I have decided to bust out a blog on your bitch asses. lol. Excuse my french; it's a bit gassy. LOL. So yes you all get to learn about the ferosh life that I live. I are Marissa-Christine and you should add my name to memory.lol. Newayz. I am a bit depressed no phone no car and its getting in the way of my livleyhood like seeing my boyfriend that I don't even really like...hmmm as well as keeping me away from my guys on the side lol. it seems my pimp hand has become way strong..ya diig. So besides me wanting to cause bodily harm to the people that live in my house, I am stressing off of a psych paper its psyching me out...oh well I'll get over it while I am doing it...Also a new crush and his family are coming over to dinner a good bye dinner they are moving down souf =[[[ how said oh well just wasnt meant to be.... atleast i get to say goodby. I almost didnt seeing as I was at the hospital forever yesterday only to be told nothing and sent on my way.....grrrr.....I can't wait for spring break let's got to San diego?? Daaa? sounds good right? I though so. lol well lazy's and simps the slave driver... excuse me my mother is calling me and so is my psych paper.